I think that as most Japanophile bloggers, I haven't been in a blogging mood. It seems the situation is a bit more under control, even though we don't really know what's going to happen still, if it's really over or..what. But I think it'll be okay anyway, I'm optimistic like that :/ But what actually made me feel even more down is that I’ve begun to re-think about our over-consumption of electricity which just has the power to make me flip out and sulk over our industrial self-destructing lifes. And it of course doesn’t help that I currently live with 2 of the most  comfort-obsessed beings I know. Oh they wont feel concerned when they talk about the future of nuclear on tv, they’ll just go ahead and leave all lights on in the house and not think abut the fact that there’s a thing called “switch button”. What an exotic little thing that one.

Booah, I’ll just go ahead and talk about frivolities, to cleaaar my mind!

So! Közi’ll probably be one radioactive little bitch but he’s  still coming to France. Yey god damn!! I don’t know WHY he’s coming to France, yet alone.. well, alone, cause he’s in a band now. And at a convention..  but he’ll be here and I’ll see him and it will be grand and I’ll be happy and giddy and hyper. I can’t believe I’m going to see Közi. In France.

Now the big question, and you know it, is.

What do I WEAR?

Another old question: do I “fit in” or go “contra style”? Black rock slut look or Pink and black vintage ruffles? Let’s see that in photos.

Which one, which one? :D

I haven't found the accesories yet.. we all know that's what makes an outfit. I'll probably do that in the last second as always!

I also finally got my clip-ons for my extensions so I've been able to finish them and pop them on after I died them red with a bit of a pink tint to them <3 (dieng them from dirty blonde to red made them the exact color I would like my hair to be though..sigh) Problem is.. my hairstyle is not appropriate for extensions so I need to get them done. But I wanted an A line bob T.T I can't get that if I want to wear extensions!

Other than that, I do not know what will happen for this summer, can I go to Japan, or should I go to Denmark instead? I sure wanna go to Japan..

For the moment, I know i'll be far away from this isolated mountain we're living on in a week, far away from the idiot my mother married, and that's pretty much enough to make me squeal.

Közi's coming to France

I need to slam my head against something over and over cause it can't sink in.

O
M
G

KÖZI.
My blood pressure is so high right now that I have a bad headache. I was finally going to Japan, and thus would be able to see Közi over there, even though that too was too difficult for my mind to understand. I've always been intimely convinced that I'll never see him, even when it's clear I'm really going to. And now he comes to France just before me going to Japan. Oh life, LIFE! We hardcore fans have been dreaming for him to come to Europe for years. Not even waiting, cause it seemed impossible, just merely dreaming. And he's coming. Process that neurons.




That's the one, alcoholic freak.


It's in a lousy manga convention, so there'll be bunny girls and hysteric otakus, but what do I care, I'm here for the MAN! Psycho bitch, I'm gonna hear you perform and see you wiggle and walk in that way only you can. My heart will explode indeed. I'm even considering I'll maybe be on the verge of tears. Eek.

There were so many things I wanted to talk about lately, but when there's too much to talk about, I just don't post at all XD Well, maybe a post tomorrow, I hope so! And then I'll probably talk about Nodame Cantabile afterwards cause that drama stole my soul.
And, home-made cosmetics coming up! Yey!

Hm?

Aaaaah no posts whatsoever! I have a good reason for that (really, good?) I'm not at home and I can't post any taken photos. It's just boring without any photos right? But I'm so busy eating that I forget to take photos anyway.. it's so good to be out in civilization again T.T They have FOODS!

Well now I'm in the process of applying for a summer job in japan, because I found this: BOOBOOSKI
And why didn't I find that way earlier? Like, this winter. Tears.. I wanted to work in a ski resort, not fry in Okinawa! Oh well, subtropical island is good too ay? The idea is to have secured a job before taking of to Oishii-land, cause then I'd be willing to go alone :3
I'm trying to brush up my shitty japanese for that upcoming phone interview I'll have to pass, scary! But, I think I'll manage. I have to!
More on that when i'll be home again!


Now! Give away!
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First give away? That's, a neat, one. Go check it out! Go go!

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See you soon, maybe!

Back from within myself

Hey I’m back! I kind of neglected blogspot activity cause.. uhm because.. I went into one of my innumerable Rentrer en Soi crisis’. And I forget about the surrounding world when music is number 1.

There is something about this band that just lures me in again and again and amazes me as if it would be the only band I would ever listen to again, even though I know that’s not true.. it doesn’t even figure on my list of “favorite bands”, I just really like them (seriously, I haven’t even ventured to listen to their latest “dark emo scream” period cause that’s just the complete opposite of what I liked about them, the dreamy medieval  theme going on). But the thing that lures me is.. Satsuki. Satsuki’s voice. My goodness his voice. I keep on falling in love with him anew, again and again, like an infernal circle. Juuust because of the voice. Nothing’s more true, talent is the most attractive thing a person can own. I realized just how un-good looking he is this time around though XD But whatever, I’d not say no nonetheless.

He's pretty fine here though. Right, can't see his face.

I mean, I wouldn’t say no to Matt Bellamy, and THAT is kind of scary if you ask me. But most beautiful voice on earth guys, most beautiful voice. Can’t beat that.

Anyway!  I had other things going on, like setting up me and my mom’s new Etsy shop. I put 2 items in yesterday and today somebody already bought one of them ‘_’ Neat! I’ll be sending it off tomorrow~ ufuu

 There’re so many brocantes here and thrift shopping is the only interesting thing around so we always buy too much useless stuff, cause hey it’s about 1 buck for clothing! We then realized we should just sell it, cause we find some pretty neat stuff sometimes. Just the other day my mom bought some beautiful frames. We then took out the image in one and there just so happened to be 2 pages of a newspaper in it. And an old photograph. We opened them all and found another photograph in one of the others. And when I say old, I mean, old. And authentic.

From 1900 and some, not more than 1910. I’m sorry but. That. Is. Cool.

Fun thing about newspapers you just find around in old things, they’re always from around the war. This time it’s from 29. Never from the shiny 70’s or anything XD Nope, war-era all the way!

Welp boring update. I'll go watch this movie called "Tokyo!" now, it looks pretty weird..

HOmgee I can’t believe I still have 3 quarters of Rentrer en Soi’s discography to discover, after all those years... Holy fuck, excitement!! Twitchtwitch

Give-away at Jeongie's

Ooh mah gaaaad I just discovered this blog through Shabwouina. It’s a Danish pretty girl!! The first Danisher I find here on blogspot! I’m a happy me!

Anyway, she’s having a give away, so go check it out:

 Jeongie's Give-away

Haa~a I still have so many great blogs to discover.

Danish blogs yah?

Hey I miss my home-country 'kay..

Internet: most awesome invention in the space of TIME!

I first have to say that I've gotten a big worry off my mind yesterday.

I was awfully stressed these last months because I had to figure out before March if I wanted to go to school this year, or if I should go to Japan for a year. Before March because that's when I thought the deadline for inscriptions at the school were for (that's in not even 2 months! D: Stress!) But no! I've been corresponding with one of the (super nice) teachers for some time and I found out that the inscriptions begin in January and end in October! But that's not the best part, the best is that: I can enroll into the school one year ahead!! Holy baby jesus! I don't need to worry, I enroll, I go to Japan, I come back and chabam! I'm in make-up school! How life can be sweet sometimes!

But when one worry's off your mind another takes over. Now I'm shaking and nerveous and oh I'm so alive! There's so much to do before leaving! In March or April. Or May maybe. I've no idea yet. But it doesn't matter~~~

I just do not realize cause well, I'm sure somethings gonna screw this over for me. Mah, I'll wait and see. Cool Angie, cool.

Now to the title of this post. Yes, internet is the essentiel power of what we know as "awesomeness".

Let me tell this little story that happened in Japan, and that happens for a lot of foreign girls x)

I was strolling trough Takeshita, oblivious cause we had to hurry, when this older guy in front of Daiso came over shouting the eternal "kawaii" at me and other stuff I didn't understand. He understood me no understand. So he switched to english but just let me go. He was a model recruter.

Another day in that week, I went to Takeshita again (oh surprise..). He was there again at Daiso. He stopped me and asked the standard questions about me being in Japan. Just being a tourist he just let me go again, with a pout.

Some days after!! Oh yeah, once again! I was at Paris Kids outside of the store, when he saw me from afar, not recognizing me, and came running to me asking the same questions when I told him he'd already done that twice and tried to get me to join the agency. He didn't remember but said it must really mean that I need to be in that darn agency if he keeps doing it. So we began to chat and he gave me 2 different cards, his and another agency's for foreign models that he wanted me to join especially cause then I could earn money just being a model. Well I'm not too much for the big modelling world :/

We talked about how I couldn't stay in Japan cause I had to think about my future career but that I'd probably come back to Japan after getting my "diploma". He then told me to contact him as soon as I'd think I'd go back to Japan because he really wanted me in the agency.
I came back some hours later and he was at the point of stopping me again, before realising it's just me again ufufu XD;

Now I think it's pretty convenient that I actually go back to Japan in the span of a year, as he wanted me to, and not 3 years later. I thought it was mission impossible. Well what do ya know..
Only problem: I do NOT remember which one is his card.. I guess he couldn't be hiding behind the name "Hitomi" ahaha. But maybe he's not the boss..?

My stories are always too long..
Ok so "internetz great" thing!

I of course had worries about this Spiral Entertainment being a not so serious agency, so I began researching when still in Japan, and found out that Aoki Misako (most famous lolita model) was under their agency. Too good to be true? I thought so. I couldn't find anywhere on the net anything about her really being under Spiral Entertainment. I asked not so long ago on the egl community on LJ, and got a not very interesting answer. I decided to go to their official site for the last time to see if I could maybe find the blogs of other models and see if they list the agency somewhere under it. I scrool down and there.. I see the katakana for "Jennifer". The photo displays. It's HER! The french girl working in Shibuya!! So I worked the internet magic, went on facebook, found Fredrick searched "Jennifer" in his friends and Tadaaa! Found her. I've sent her a message and I hope she'll answer. I can't see why she wouldn't but you never know..

Oooh I'm so excited! I don't really want to be model but it's nice knowing before going that you can at least have a minor source of incomst. Maybe!

In some days I'll be posting a 2 post serie about Animal Rights. Some animal rights. Yeah you saw that one coming, we're getting serious here ladies!

I just have a hard time sorting my thoughts cause everything's under construction up there, and I have to actually make them look good written down. I'm working on it!

PS: There's 2 girls who're in Popteen under that agency!! Oooohoho Arisa! <3
Spiral Entertainment OHP


Byebyeee!

Iiiigh surprise! Blog Award!

Would I have expected this? Never! After 2 posts I get a blog award, hehe. I'm very grateful to Ragrunzel for this <3

It will indeed boost me to write stuff about what lies dear to me. We always need to know someone cares to go on~ So thank you, I'll do my best!

yey German <3

"Create a new post with the "Favourite-Blog"-Picture and the instruction in it
(you're reading the instruction right now^^).
You should also link the person's blog who gave the award to you and tell her via comment that you accept the award (plus link to your award-post).
Then you think about 3-5 blogs you like and link them in this post,too (don't forget to inform them that they got tagged)."
Credit for this translation goes to Gyaru-Mika

This Award goes toooo:

Green eyed Geisha Crazy and witty blog about a kaisha employee, that I guess most people know of. If not, get over there and read it!

Ylva- Because her everyday life seems so interesting and mellow over there in Japan, and I loove to read about it <3

Jae - Fake.Lashes. Duh! Nah really, lots of cosmetic reviews, and I say yey for that!

That's it! I'm still getting to know my way around here on blogspot, and I'll probably find a lot of interesting blogs. I just need to find out how on earth you can search this site. If you even can.

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The other day I went.. Shopping. Kind of, even though I don't harass my mother to go to any kind of a big city to shop (not a big shopper, but a big coordinator!), just rather to get the hell out! XD Oh reclusion..

But I did end up buying something! I rarely do, and I wasn't really supposed to this time since I need to hold on tight to my money.. Fuckala~

This time I found the preeetty dress I wanted from Zara and that I was supposed to get for christmas~ yeyey. T'was sold out in the other store so woohoo! Plus now it was on sale, extra points for that. Somebody must love me in the end <3

Then we stumbled across this shop called "Gossip". That's the kind of name that'll normally scare me off but we went in and looord! It just so happened to be one of those shops where you cry out  "cute" over and OVER again until you get sick of yourself. And I found this blouse that is exactly what I've been looking for, and it was not that expensive! Plus it isn't entirely see-trough so it's also useful for winter ohoho~

I love more than any other tops, chiffon blouses <3 Cotton ones do nothing for me anymore

But I honestly wanted to purchase the whole store.. like, really.

Then we had to find something for my cousins 6 months old boy who's getting dubbed.. uh today. Already. I couldn't go, them being in god ol' Denmark, me being in the Middle Age of south France. She did propose to pay for me to get there, as she found a really inexpensive ticket. But it would have costed too much to get up to Paris first and then food and rarah.. *sigh* I really wanted to go.

Instead we found some clothes for him. We wanted to find a sailor uniform, there's nothing cuter than that for boys, but we couldn't find any. So I nice simili-velvet set would do. It's cute enough. Need to get it posted, now!

Mirror. Disgusting.

Outfit for the day. Nothing exciting again. I must say, I already barely ever get to go out, but when I finally do, I have someone behind my back telling me to hurry as though we were in life danger. 

Chu!